Camilla had lost her suegra and her sancho on the same day, and while the former might make some women ecstatic and the latter devastated, she couldn’t quite decipher how she felt about either. Emotion drifted through her like smoke—visible one moment, gone the next.

As she lay in the hotel bed, writhing in pleasure while exclamations of ecstasy spilled from her lips, she felt it—that omnipresent sensation of being watched. When the final shudder overtook her, she glanced toward the corner of the ceiling. And there it was: the death moth.

Not merely a moth—larger than any she had ever seen, wings the color of burned sugar, its flutter beating a rhythm eerily in tune with the pulse between her legs. She had never indulged superstition, but this creature, this mariposa de la muerte, hovered as if inhaling her pleasure and exhaling fate.

Pleasure rippled through her, a warm tide rising and falling in her belly. Her sancho, the Valencian with a tongue blessed by saints and sinners alike, continued moving against her skin, unaware of the omen. His accent—warm, rolling—could coax a woman into sin. He kissed her inner thigh with the same reverence priests reserved for relics. His tongue traced slow circles that made her toes curl, and she should have surrendered to the feeling as she always did. They had met for months in the small hotel around the corner from her office—room 917, always 917—as if the number itself were a ritual incantation.

Her husband had long ago abandoned desire. Their intimacy had ended without conversation, without argument, as naturally and silently as dawn. There was nothing to question. It simply was.

Camilla didn’t believe in omens. At least, she told herself she didn’t. But this moth—this particular moth—felt like a messenger from a place older than saints or sinners.

It was staring at her.
It knew something.
It had come for her.

The moth continued its slow, rhythmic beating. Before she could name the dread pooling beneath her ribs, her phone buzzed—once, twice, a jagged vibration that did not belong in that room of sweat and whispers. Her sancho, obedient and eager, pressed the phone into her hand and continued his devotion with his mouth. He assumed the call was about work. It was always about work.

He assumed wrong.

“Mili…” her husband’s voice cracked like dry earth. “Perdón. Perdón, amor… I didn’t know who else to call…”

Camilla closed her eyes. “Sí…?” Her breath caught—not for him, but for the finger tracing her pulse point and the hand tightening at her hip.

“Mili…” his voice trembled like paper in the rain. “Perdón por molestarte mientras estás en la oficina, but—I didn’t know who else to call…”

“Yes…” she whispered, half for him, half for the man between her thighs who had just found the perfect spot.

“Mi mamá… se murió.”

The world stilled.

Even the moth folded its wings.

“What?” she gasped, all sensation draining from her body. Camilla shoved her lover away. His face, flushed with confusion and injury, blurred as her husband’s sobs gusted through the phone like winter wind. He sat back, startled, hurt, hands hovering uselessly where her body had just been.

“¿Qué estás diciendo? ¿Cómo pasó? What happened?” she demanded, her mind scrambling between shock, confusion, and a strange rising guilt.

“She woke up like normal,” he sobbed. “Made her breakfast. Hizo su cafecito. Put on the TV. And when my dad came out to eat with her… she was gone, Mili. Just… gone. Te necesito. Please… please come.”

Her sancho had begun massaging her feet softly, his hazel eyes warm and full of a tenderness that promised no demands. Confusion flickered across his beautiful face, but she was already somewhere else—falling, spinning, unraveling. Her thoughts drifted to her husband—to the boyish fragility he carried beneath his adult disappointments.

The moth fluttered again, slower now. Waiting. Watching.

Camilla’s body was still incandescent with pleasure, but her spirit had already begun sinking into a cold, familiar grief—one she hadn’t yet named.

The death moth drifted lower, its wings stirring the air.

Her sancho, kneeling at the foot of the bed, touched her ankle. “¿Qué pasa, mi amor?” His eyes, always soft with hunger, searched hers.

She didn’t answer. She was already dressing.

Because she knew beneath shock, beneath guilt that this was no ordinary death.
The moth made that clear.
And her suegra had never been an ordinary woman.

Her suegra had once been a woman of fire. Camilla had always felt it because the older woman’s stories crackled with an electricity she didn’t dare name.

She remembered the one her suegra told most often, her trip to Mexico City she took as a young woman. It surged through Camilla’s mind now with new meaning.

Her suegra had earned the trip as a prize for being top in sales, though the men mocked her choice of destination. Mexico City had just emerged from student uprisings. But she craved the city’s contradictions. The way it blended rebellion, culture, and ancient wounds.

She had stood in the Casa Azul, breathing in Frida’s colors; watched dancers defy gravity at the Palacio de Bellas Artes; stood reverent before murals that sang of struggle. And when she walked the Avenue of the Dead at Teotihuacán, she swore she felt warriors following her, whispering truths she wasn’t ready to hear.

Those whispers accompanied her on the flight back. And when the stranger beside her brushed her arm, she felt a shockwave so fierce she believed it came from the pyramids themselves. His eyes sparked with mischief and sorrow. He told her about his broken marriage, about his loneliness, about the invitation to see his sister’s band perform. She told him about her city of revelations.

By the time the plane landed, they had prayed together, held hands together, and made plans together. And that weekend in East Los Angeles set her fate in motion.

But her dreams curdled quickly. His mischievous spark was for every woman. His drinking swallowed him whole. His infidelities, like clockwork, tore her open only to be sealed by passion and empty promises. Rage became their ritual; forgiveness their sacrament.

And yet she loved him wildly. As she never allowed herself to love herself.

Camilla sensed her suegra longed to be someone else, someone freer, someone wilder, someone like Camilla herself. But life had tamed her. Marriage had chained her. Love had broken her in the oldest way.

What she never told anyone, not even Camilla, was that on the night she returned from Mexico City, a moth followed her home too. Smaller. Paler. But marked with the same obsidian strokes.

Some lineages are chosen. Others are inherited.

Driving toward her in-laws’ house, Camilla felt the weight of her own choices pressing against her like a second skin. Guilt. Shame. And something darker, the echo of the death moth’s wings still beating in her chest.

So when she reached the house that evening, the truth was already pressing against her bones:

Her suegra was not done living.

When she entered the living room and saw her suegra’s lifeless body sitting in her favorite chair, head gently tilted as though listening, she understood. But the older woman wasn’t alone. Behind her, faint and glowing, stood her younger self, the woman from Mexico, the woman she had never allowed herself to become.

She watched Camilla with eyes that gleamed like wet volcanic rock, and something inside Camilla cracked open. Not grief. Not exactly. Something older. Something ancestral.

She was watching.
Waiting.

Camilla’s husband lay collapsed on the floor across the room, shaking with sobs, hands covering his face. His grief was raw, human, unguarded.

Beside the chair the real ritual was taking place.

Her father-in-law knelt by the corpse, whispering apologies into her ear.

“Perdóname, mi vida… por todo… por todas…”
His voice crumbled.
“No sé vivir sin ti. No en esta vida… ni en ninguna.”

The air trembled around him.

A shadow-hand thin as incense smoke rested on his shoulder.
It was not imagination.
It was not grief.

The younger spirit of his wife leaned close, her lips brushing the edge of his ear, whispering something from beyond.

A vow.
A reunion.
A claim.

His pulse fluttered.
His breath hitched.
His gaze drifted toward the unseen.

He was being called across.

Not by death.
By her.

As if summoned by fate, her phone rang.

Her sancho.
Of course.

She didn’t answer. The ringing vibrated against her bones like another omen.

She looked at her suegra’s body. At the shadow-woman hovering behind it. At the death moth perched on the window frame, wings still as stone.

Her phone buzzed again.
Her sancho.
Impatient. Unknowing.

Camilla looked at her husband broken on the floor and felt tenderness but no bond. She looked at her father-in-law swaying between worlds and felt terror but not surprise.

Then she looked at her suegra’s spirit.

The younger apparition’s eyes burned into hers.

Hazlo, she whispered without moving her lips.
Live the life I could not. Go now. Or the world will swallow you as it swallowed me.

The death moth on the door opened its wings wide, solemn, patient. Its flutter shook the air like a heartbeat.

Camilla inhaled.

Her life—marriage, guilt, habit—tightened around her like an old dress she had outgrown.

She exhaled.

And it all fell away.

Grief pooled in her chest, thick as molasses, but a fierce clarity rose above it.

She kissed her husband’s trembling head.
Whispered, “Lo siento.”
Not for the affair, but for the years she lost pretending to be small.

Then she walked out.

She drove to the airport without thinking, only feeling the pull of destiny, of lineage, of the city that once awakened her suegra and was now calling her.

At the ticket counter, when she requested a one-way to Mexico City, the agent glanced over her shoulder with a strange expression as though someone else stood behind her. The moth perched on her shoulder, invisible to the living but luminous to the dead.

Somewhere far away, her father-in-law took his last breath. His wife’s spirit welcomed him with a smile.

And as the plane doors closed, Camilla finally felt it:

She was not running.
She was returning.

Returning to the place where her story waited.
To the city that held her suegra’s abandoned dreams.
To the life where she would finally choose herself.

And as the plane lifted into the night, the moth rested on her shoulder like a blessing.